Kazzy U-D
You know I thug em', fuck em', love em', leave em',
'cause I don't fuckin need em
Kazzy (Kassandra)
Ontario, Canada
June 25th 1989
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Why must you make me feel so safe, happy and calm…. Notttttt
Fuck I hate this feeling.
Currently having a massive panic attack all because I was doing some late night channel surfing and ended up on TLC and it was the end of some show that I don’t even know the name of and basically this girl had crohn’s disease and was having what she thought was just a flare up of her normal pain, nope her bowel’s cut off her blood flow started releasing bacteria into her body that eventually ended up in her blood stream and killed her so me being curious as to what crohn’s disease even is, I googled it just to read the description and automatically start having a panic attack. I know damn well I don’t have anything close to crohn’s but for some reason my brain decided to go into panic mode and now I cannot relax. Honestly I don’t understand what’s wrong with me and how I sometimes have absolutely no control over my brain and the way it affects me I wish I wasn’t so paranoid and that when I tell myself to stop being so paranoid it actually helped
